Growing

In terms of growing in the past few weeks, I have grown to understand that I shouldn't live in the past and future. I need to live for today and take what is given on that day. I am such a planner and worry about the smallest things and I have finally learned not to worry so much. I don't mind being a planner, I just don't like to sweat the small stuff. I am starting to annoy myself! I also know that it will annoy the people I love the most and I don't want to do that. I may lose them and that would devistate me. I have just learned to take things day by day and I am starting to feel better about myself. I am also getting closer to God. I have always been a part of God and have gone to church but being in college and not the happiest, I have been able to reach to God. I feel better when I do reach to him and I know that he will always be there for me.